Story Notes
Thursday, August 18, 2011
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- Created on Thursday, 18 August 2011 18:18
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11:46pm
Okay … okay … I will tell you. Not living alone anymore is one of my top priorities. I am tired of being alone. I am so so so tired. I need company, I want company … that is one of my most wanted things in life. I don’t want to be alone any more.
But … you know the trash I am dealing with right now … the crappy people I am working on … the trash they can do in my life. I don’t think it would be fair for me to share that with anyone. I myself don’t know … what they can do to me … I know it’s a worst case scenario … but it’s a terrible scenario and I wouldn’t want a simple girl to through all that crap.
Look at Duli … he spoke up … against a few people in power and what they have done to his personal life. He was in bed with a few women … they had a good time … everything is over and done. But the moment he played with these powerful guys … they started scrutinizing and pressurizing the girls he had been with. What did you do in bed … did he use a condom … did he force … did you like it? What the hell is that? They converted a simple girlfriend into a rape victim.
I don’t want anyone to go through something like that just because of me. I might be easy going but I am not an asshole to bring something like this on a simple girl.
I hope that settles it. Now … coming to work. This is the closest I could come up regarding the dream. The big fish in a small aquarium … big work in small hands … foreign affairs of Aram countries being monitored by us … we can relate to that. One fish exhausted, tired, worn out … Tibby … millions being donated, bombed by several countries … that fish can relate to Tibby. The other fish that is troubled and struggling … hitting its body against the walls of the aquarium … Tyria … a country scared by threats of powerful countries … thinking the same thing is going to happen to it. The one or two other fishes in the aquarium … who are tensed and worried … neighboring Aram countries worrying what might happen to them. The condition of the fishes closely relates to the scenarios of those Aram countries.
It’s okay till here … but why were they shown as fishes in my aquarium … as pets in my house … that we had to look after. That too … the dream is shown in such a way that we are not taking care of them … which is supposed to be our responsibility. It clearly indicates that there is something we can do to rescue them from that situation. It was a clear call for help.
I have seen wild animals … in the middle of the ocean … cannibals … but in this dream … the Aram countries are shown as fishes in an aquarium. Fishes have no voice … they are silent creatures … reflecting their voice in the mainstream media. The only thing we get in the mainstream media is … tons and tons of rhetoric from our politicians … demonizing them … bad, bad and bad … and we have to bomb them. And we never get to hear what they have to say … what is their side of the story … why are they taking such action against their people … why are there tanks on the street? The mainstream media never mentions about the armed gangs on the street … our politicians never mention that the so called “peaceful protesters” are armed and killing policemen. Their voice is totally faded out … we are only “taught” by our politicians to agree to their point of view and see the others as demons. We all have seen these wars … and the commercial aspect is very clear to all of us.
And again … heh … these countries are shown as “fishes in an aquarium” … powerless, isolated, cornered … can do whatever you want with them. It took just two weeks for them to eliminate the entire air force of Tibby … two weeks. They tell us danger, threat … oww waaa … boowww waaaa …to scare you … but all of that is bullshit.
Okay … now … coming to the point where we are irresponsible … where we are not doing our job. You have shown capabilities of controlling politicians like Lilly … that’s kinda nice. I like that … good … talking to you is not a waste of time. But we are missing out something here. You know … Lilly is just a pawn in the network … a marketing pawn … the campaign manager. We are working on her and her moves … but the rest of the network is doing its job on the ground … which we are ignoring.
Broadly speaking … their network works in two steps … incident and reason for action. Incident and reason to bomb … incident and reason for war … incident and reason for a resolution … incident and reason for democracy. A two step approach … interestingly, you can also read it the other way around. You see what action they want to take and understand who carried out the incident behind it. They want to bomb a country … understand the incident behind it … they want a resolution against a country, understand the systemic incidents coming into place in that country. The incidents are very systematically timed and carried out with the best media coverage to “help” them carry out their action.
Save Tibby … help Tyria … not just from politicians but also with the incidents at the ground level.

